fortunes-at-ease:

ofboomerangs:

unseenmockingjay:

psa;

 i am a shy roleplayer. messaging people first doesn’t come easy to me. i go to send someone a message and then my mind goes a million miles an hour; what if they don’t like my writing, what if they don’t even know who my muse is, what if they don’t like the fandom, what if they’re roleplaying with someone who roleplays the same muse, *rereads the rules 10000s times but still gets paranoid im brekaing a rule*, what if they aren’t following me, are the mutuals only, what if they don’t like the plot i have in mind.
and basically it fills me with so much nervousness and fear i just back away and continue to watch from afar. 
this doesn’t mean i never message first, when i’m confident the person likes my writing style/blog i find approaching them a little bit easier. 
this isn’t anything personal or me trying to be superior in any way. i am shy, have low confidence, and am very unsure of myself and my writing. 
if i follow you and never message you, i’m sorry, i truly am. but i adore each and every one of you and love to see you all. if i had it my way i would speak and roleplay to all of you. 
i hope you all can understand and forgive my unhealthy way of thinking (✿◠‿◠)